was having lessons with my new teacher - David today ))By the way, he's from Canada...
a bit tired and I gotta get up too early tomorrow...

PS. thinking of how to reduce my accent..it sux.

again Monday...again the school...again that chinese guy writing to me on MSN and not leaving me alone for a second and trying to make me angry...I just cant understand..is he really so stupid or just pretend?
at least I played hooky from the last lessons...

i havent written anything here for a long time....was completely busy, though I was still keeping posting to my another diary...since Im planning to go to Canada/USA in 2 years I guess it'd be more useful to type in english, anyway if Im not writing properly you always may correct me =)
so..I gave up my college..yep, coz it has no accreditation...was really sad for me, coz Id rather stay there than at a new school...buw now I gotta go to the private school, far from my home and it really sux... to be exact - 1,5 hours from my home ((
& about my new classmates..they all're pretty okay...but I did not find a frind for me...just trying communicating with everyone..
now looking for a tutor for me..hope it'll help.
gtg go now...

I havent been writin in here for a long time..heh...thats just because all was okay, didt wanna write anything...
today was okay...nearly. I went to my college for the lessons. After first lesson we had a little break,a half of my classmates went off to take a cup of coffee and some stayed in the classroom , sleepin or listenin to music..I was a bit thoughtful then. I dunno why but one of the girls, an emo girl said me roughly:"you're looking like a vulgar whore..with all that make up..how much toner had you put on your face before?", "leave me alone, and please look at yourself in the mirror...your hair is just covered with tonnes of a hairspray" - I answered. "thats not a hairspray..you're pissing me off"- she said looking at my crossed hands and an ironical smile. She started to abuse me..why did she do it?..I guess she was not in the mood, anyway I didnt except such a behavior from her, though she is often so impudent and rude. "if you dont shut up I will stand up and fuck you" - she continued. "well, Im waiting for you...c'mon.."..I was trying to say it easily and I think I did it but..I was really scared...she was quite serious..the most awful thing, that she promised to reckon with it. Then she went away and came with a guy from another group and said him loudly:"just look at her..and she's gonna be a model!! hahaaa...she will be famous while I will dig vegetable patches in the kolkhoz"..."stop kidding her"- said Kate.-"maybe she really will be a good model"...damn..but who the hell told them Im gonna enter models school?!?! OMG, I know it was Ann and Victoria. I felt shit about it..really shit...Nobody supported me.

Im a new one on this website, so still dunno all the functions in here.
Hope will get in it soon. Gotta get away so that's all for now.